I’m sad. Not sad depressed. I’m depressed because I feel empty I guess. I don’t know why but since last week I feel like I have no meaning. I have been smiling and trying to push past this I just don’t know why it isn’t working. My only sanity is my friends and my best friend Paige is being so much help but whenever I’m by myself I feel these shadows closing in. And if that wasn’t enough my mind keeps racing with these thoughts almost like voices all yelling at the same time. I’m going insane but I can’t afford to… I made promises to everyone especially her that I would always be there and I can’t be if I’m in a nut house. I just want a hug. I just missed being loved too. I miss cuddling and being romantic and treating one girl so special everyone is jealous of her. I miss making moments that I never want to forget. I guess I’m just being whiny but I really wish to hold someone and cuddle right now. Hahaha but I guess that’s life. I’m trying to hold on. And I will. I just needed to let this out. I hope things get better soon…. I don’t like this feeling.
I don’t think I am but they say that the wonderful giver I am and that I’m sweet and kind and treat girls the right way. They told me that no matter what I should always treat the girl I love like the princess she is to me.
Thinking of a new song all about anarchy and the rebellious spirit. Only issue is I was told my lyrics are empty without music. I am trying to work on that. I am missing software so til then please read and review
When you want to cry for help And have no one to turn to because you don’t want to burden anyone but you know you need help…
I’m 19 and wow thank you XD First time ever I was called perfect. :3